i feel sad. i feel like something is ending and im moving away from it.

all this break ive been reflective, and peace, without turmoil. ive been able to write and let my imagination flow....and now, my heart hurts to much to tear myself away from such peace. now i gotta focus on work, and subdue my inspiration and motivation, giving into pressure and stress.
it upsets me a great deal, like a frown that slids easily into place without resistance.
itz the way it hasta be.

this break i experienced a great change. a great change indeed...wat im afraid is that it'll just go back to the way it all was. just like that.

and i think it will.